Yeah it's totally along those lines. I am going to admit something and then run....I have been unconsciously self-sabotaging myself. O.O Oh how does one do that, does one ask? Hm let's see by saying yes to everything and no to saying no. You know I'm not going to feel crazy guilty about it but it has made me assess why I'm trying to lose weight. For health reasons but you know what? To be honest I'd like to take a picture that I like. Now don't get me wrong my self-esteem has been boosted ALOT in the past year so this would really be icing on my own...Well healthy thoughts, granola on the Greek yogurt.
Been working through some deep stuff as of late which has only made me insanely angry. My head hurts by my anger and I'm working through forgiveness in a way that I thought was for other people. It's going to be good and I'm going to be healed and much better for it but as the roots go deeper and the flower begins its process to bloom, the pain is there. Now if only my head could stop hurting...
