Its funny how certain days that at one time had no meaning suddenly hold so many things. The promise of the future, of love and faith. Wide-eyed things that should have been the warning signs, but with the rose colored shades on. and then the promise fades and what were once good intentions are now tears and thoughts of what it could have been. July 10. An anniversary of the past. For me there was so much that was in that day. So much that was so special. I loved the family, the friends, and my husband. Now ex…To think that forever I will remember that day for what it could have been, hurts. The healing has begun, and it has been wonderful. He has been with me every step of the way, but now I’m realizing that the future still holds promise.
I can still love again. I have learned through the lows that I can still love through it. Love has taken on another meaning for me. It’s deeper, more spiritual, and it holds so many other things instead of those overused words for other things. Love does hurt, there is pain there, but it still has the power to make you soar. There can be tears of joy and of peace with love. Even tears of remorse and regret. Love is so much more powerful than I ever thought. To know there are so many that truly love me it’s breathtaking, and provides such a salve to the wound that will inevitably scar. I know it will always remain, but I can carry it encased in a seal of love…
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